Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Everyone stands a different position in my life as according to the type of advisory roles they play.
They are very important to drag me back to earth from outer space. But of course at times the gap is wider than usual and I find its harder to relate. Usually its the household topics like HDB, renovation, etc. But every soon i will catch up with my endowment and annuity policies! yes people, u didn't read wrongly, i'm on my way to selling all of you your Heterosexual Lifestyle Package.
Mostly role models in my life but i hardly get any much from them anymore. And this is the reason why my role models have turned into people who i don't want to be like. Somehow just more real and easier to reach my goals by disassociation.
3. Special Interests
Unusual people who are special to me, who are warped and twisted in a way against everybody else than me. They are comforting to be with when doing bad things or when shit happens in general. The relationship is always used and abused and never broken.
4. The Core
They are the very foundations in shaping your life besides marriage and kids. And i shall end with this poem dedication:
This is my Core. There are many like it, but this one is MINE.
My Core is my best friend. It is my life.
I must master it as i master my life.
My Core without me is useless. Without my Core, i am useless.
I must fire my Core true. I must shoot straighter than my enemy who is trying to kill me.
I must shoot him before he shoots me. I will...
My Core and myself know that what counts in war is not the rounds we fire,
the noise of our bursts, nor the smoke we make.
We know it is the hits that count. We will hit...
My Core is human, even as i, because it is my life.
Thus, i will learn it as a sister. i will learn its weaknesses, its strengths, its parts, its accessories, its sights and its barrel.
I will ever guard it against the ravages of weather and damage. i will keep my Core clean and ready, even as i am clean and ready.
We will become part of each other. We will...
Before God i swear this creed.
My Core and myself are the defenders of my country.
We are the masters of our enemy.
We are the saviors of my life.